i realli veri sad and angry todae... and i dun feel lyk bringin up the subject anymore... anyway its over... jus let it past... i aso made a decision todae... tis decision i frm last year tink until now liao... now the thing is that i need to carry out my decision... hmm... so tired... jus came back frm band 1 1/2 hours ago... shall not write anymore... i tink i shall stop now... cya...