haiz... i haven been touching the com for nearly 5 days till now... had no time to do so... neva been so busy bfore... monday after sch got cca... tuesday got lots of hw... wed and thur have cca again... today finally can slack a bit at home... but i guess i can't... i have to figure out all the maths topic teacher had taught... I don't get it why i can't do the sums... haiz... perhaps i am growing stupider and stupider day by day? maybe... y i am so stupid... haiz... my class is damm clever man... they are all veri hardworking... i makes me have the creeps and afraid... haiz... i hope i am more smart... Talking about cca, i am aso veri stressed at it now... y?y? haiz... sad...
