I am back to blog! Feeling rather down these days... i dun noe y... its lyk i feel realli depressed lar... i feel so slack nowadays... its lyk... theres tis large pile of tutorials waiting for me to complete them and somehow i dun even feel lyk doin them... sometimes i dun even noe wat the heck the lecture is trying to explain n i feel myself not wanting to absorb all those information... i feel lyk as though im still in my first 3 months mood... unwilling to change... unwilling to settle down into the pace of "A" levels... sometimes... i realli feel lyk changing to the poly route and i wondered would i end up back to square one in the end? its lyk as though i had taken up a risk... and in srjc... its so shitty lar... only less than half of the cohort will make it to university... then the other half go where? back to poly? lyk wat the hell lar... haiz... im so stuck now... i dun noe where the hardworking soul of me had gone to... mayb its the aftermare of the O's? coz after braving thru the O's... somehow i jus wanna relax abit and im unwilling to brave thru another major exam...

well so i am in deep trouble... shit... realli got to find my hardworking soul back... where to find it? haixx... sian... feeling so depressed...

sian... theres maths test tis tue and chem test tis thur... haiz... and another cca camp is cumin up nxt week... sian... still rmb that time OGL camp i brought so many things... tis time i will try to minimise the items that i will b bringing... but then i dun have a sleeping bag... how? n i realli feel lyk changing cca lar... regret not joining band... haiz... i still rmb how the band pple kept sending smses and calling me to join band... then if i join tis year syf then at least theres something that can be mentioned abt in my sgc... haiz... but im juz so afraid of loneliness lar... coz no one in my class join band n if i were to join... i would feel very lonely coz i dun noe anyone in band... haiz...

And u noe wat... i have a bunch of tutorials worksheet waiting for me to do... haiz...

I am back to blog! Feeling rather down these days... i dun noe y... its lyk i feel realli depressed lar... i feel so slack nowadays... its lyk... theres tis large pile of tutorials waiting for me to complete them and somehow i dun even feel lyk doin them... sometimes i dun even noe wat the heck the lecture is trying to explain n i feel myself not wanting to absorb all those information... i feel lyk as though im still in my first 3 months mood... unwilling to change... unwilling to settle down into the pace of "A" levels... sometimes... i realli feel lyk changing to the poly route and i wondered would i end up back to square one in the end? its lyk as though i had taken up a risk... and in srjc... its so shitty lar... only less than half of the cohort will make it to university... then the other half go where? back to poly? lyk wat the hell lar... haiz... im so stuck now... i dun noe where the hardworking soul of me had gone to... mayb its the aftermare of the O's? coz after braving thru the O's... somehow i jus wanna relax abit and im unwilling to brave thru another major exam...

well so i am in deep trouble... shit... realli got to find my hardworking soul back... where to find it? haixx... sian... feeling so depressed...

sian... theres maths test tis tue and chem test tis thur... haiz... and another cca camp is cumin up nxt week... sian... still rmb that time OGL camp i brought so many things... tis time i will try to minimise the items that i will b bringing... but then i dun have a sleeping bag... how? n i realli feel lyk changing cca lar... regret not joining band... haiz... i still rmb how the band pple kept sending smses and calling me to join band... then if i join tis year syf then at least theres something that can be mentioned abt in my sgc... haiz... but im juz so afraid of loneliness lar... coz no one in my class join band n if i were to join... i would feel very lonely coz i dun noe anyone in band... haiz...

And u noe wat... i have a bunch of tutorials worksheet waiting for me to do... haiz...